苦しみに苦しみ
私の求めるものを追求する
“I need your help. ”
“What you need is your happiness or my help? ”

“You gave me what I want! ”
“I suffer and suffer. ”
“Am I inferior to you? ”
“ Can I make her happy? ”

“I have a family to help me. ”
“She has a family her own. ”
“But soon or later I need her help. ”
家族に迷惑がかからないか心配です。