I pick up my bag in the trash
every morning of my school days
running shoes, training suits,
texts and notes are full of graffitti

I don't mind 'cause no one cares
Ignorance is all they do
such a nasty crew, in all truth,
I have no priority

When I was young I was cheerful and strong
I don't know why do I cry as a loser, or a slave
Nothing changes even if I try to do
So I change the way of thinking and restrain everything inside

I kill myself and I kill all the classmates in my mind
I swear aloud, I know no one assists
Never felt this uncontrolable impulse in my life
I stay alone, it's no use to resist
It's like a losing battle game



I have a lunch in the rest room
using a cell phone in a bad mood
Light is gloom, tile is rude
I'm a hero of this tragedy

Somebody soaks me
evil laughter sounds outside
Hurting heart no longer stands
I'm not your property

Whenever I call for help they always say
You know? You're only sensetive,
Don't you know my wound on my wrists?
They regard me as strange without seeing deep inside
I know teachers hate me, I hate'em, too
I never try to be cool

I kill parents and I kill all the teachers in mind
How dare they say it's part of your fault
Won't accept this awkward circumstance in my life
Nightmare? Awake? It's all the same to me
No place to escape and I lose my way



I've got a friend who protects me
talking with him I remember how to smile
But he became a new target
Betrayed him, afraid of suffering
really I was a fool
and he fall from the roof

I kill my friend and I kill all his trust with the lies
Last day if I could give a hand for him...
How do I pay this crime? I apologize in the sky
again and again...

When I feel sad, I persuade to my heart
I still survive to compensate for him
Never kill myself, it's only promise in my life
I still fight against, though it's hard, believe my way